HOHO

HI EVERYBODY!! HI!! :D

hahahahahahaha, that was such a funny start. i actually laughed. okay maybe u readers migt beg to differ hmmm. k lets start man alllllllllrighty!! well today I DID NOTHING HAHA. aiyah im just super unproductive i think i should just quit school and become like a hairdresser or something. really. i cant get ANYTHING into my bird brain (LOL) and i think i'd be better off earning money now than wasting my parents' money studying in this shittyfied education system. really! actually i dont mind weaving friendship bracelets as a job, or just doing relaxing work like being a service-girl like those at service counters. thats quite mechanical and fun. like u just go to work everyday and put on a fake smile on your face and serve customers. and then your day ends, you go back home and tmr starts all over again and then u get paid at the end of the month!! sighs. but then what happens is u'll forever be stuck to that job. and thats kinda sad cos i can be quite fickle about stuff like that. like jobs, yeah.

oh oh! today while i was reading some tsd notes my mind wandered off and drifted away to clothes and i suddenly thought of buying a short dress! but i dont want a typical spaghetti/tube one which every ahlian on the street possibly owns. so i thought of cutting up my black top to make it into a skirt and combining it with another black top (which costs $69 so i'd be damned if i sew them wrongly) to create a dress!! both are of lycra material i think, so it should be safe to wear both together. hoo hoo and the best thing is that im sewing it myself so heh heh the skirt can be any length i want! if i let my mom sew it she'd probably make it ultra long which totally defeats the purpose of my dress!! i mean yeah, it wont be nice (not that i want people to stare up my arse on escalators). so SEWING STARTS ATER PROMOS HOHO cant wait! love dresses! actually u dont have to keep buying clothes if u run out of pieces to wear. just reinvent them; its SO much cheaper and more fun! if anyone needs help/advice i could give some; before you destroy your clothings! anyway some clothes of mine i really cant think of how to reinvent them so i'll probably sell them (SOON I HOPE), at flea markets, ah its a lot of work and so very tedious. after promos yah.

and hmmm today my parents and sis went to have buffet breakfast at some hotel lounge. how gross lol. i mean, yeah yeah whatever haha! my dad called me the night before to ask me if i wanted but im not on talking terms with my mom and sis so half the time i'd probably be sms-ing or playing with my food. waste time. might as well sleep at home. so thats what i did. and woke up and went to siglap to have lunch ALONE! which is quite fun sometimes, cos its all peaceful and serene at the siglap area, which i really like. its the kind of place i always think of the first when i need to chill. i mean the sand on the sidewalks (haha!), the trees (i know u must be thinking where the hell in sg doesnt have trees BUT the trees at siglap ARE DIFFERENT!!), the cafes. ah its just so lovely that place. i must bring someone there with me next time. someone appreciative of the place. which means i have to find haha. oh maybe zihui. i think she's the only one who understands my appreciation of places. RIGHT>!?! HAHA LOOK WHAT I JUST FOUND FROM ZIHUI'S BLOG:

"when e going gets tough
e tough gets goingright?
lijia said she'll just sit down n cry
perhaps i'm coming to tt stage."

FRET NOT my dearest! u can do it. anyway today i just reminded u about the hawparvilla+nydc+mustafa then u said u're never going to hawparvilla. in that instant, i was like, "WALAO ZIHUI IS TOTALLY LIKE HER AUNTIE. mean." hahahahahaha. anyway seriously have faith and it will pull you through, or so i always feel. im pretty sure A15 people will not retain or whatsoever. i dont know why.

and, um, im supposed to be studying haha. so BYE! miss everyone still. OH OH REPLIES TO TAGS. they will now be on my blog entries. all those who dont tag are real mean people who, if found out, will become the choco cupcakes like i promised. :)

ryl: hi! :)
steph: crystal jade is a NO NO.
matt: actually if u think about it, yeah. somewhere quaint which i dont know where!
huijie: EVERYDAY! ok maybe once per week for us cos walao please its nonedles!!

love all very much..

LOOK AT THIS AMAZING PICTURE. if anyone has been to Night Studio, this IS Night Studio converted into a mortuary BY YOURS TRULY! and the help of some other templets. goodness i really love this picture. you dont know how long we templets slogged to get this done. cutting out cardboard sheets and wrapping them with foil, sticking them (and resticking them cos they were so naughty they didnt want to stick), sewing the white cloths to the benches....... and boy am i feeling nostalgic now looking back. tempers were the greatest group ever.

my bedroom hahaha.

hi all!! haha lost my discipline and came online for awhile. for only awhile i hope. sighs, not really in the mood to blog considering monday is doomsday becos despite reading the econs notes i remember no shit about what i just read 5minutes after. shit man. i'm really really dead. no joke. this is the worst time in my entire life. i've never felt so...... lousy in my studies before. I FEEL LIKE DYING REALLY. REALLY.

ah well. OH! a15 peepsyyyys, clara (and i! and angie!) are suggesting having dinner on friday night. the last paper for all of us except those taking art. we'll go somewhere quaint hopefully!! :D :D do say yes okay.. if not your poor ct councillor here has to have *gasp* dinner with family on the last day of promos?!?!?! we'll get Mr Tan to come along and hopefully pschyo him into treating (or at least subsidizing) us. say yes.

iiiiiiiiii stilllllllllll missssssssss myyyyyyyyyy bestiesssssssss which brings to mind (hey! suddenly remembered!) that i bumped into angela (babe!) this week! well it all happened when i went to her house downstairs to buy bread cos my house is pathetic and i was at the bustop towards home and i saw her!!! what a coincidence. took quite long for my mind to register; i looked for a couple of seconds before realising. but i still miss her. i miss her and huijie and cheryl and ming. cos i hardly see them. :( boo HOO!!! all must go out with me at least twice after promos. ALL.

i love strawberry flavoured lip glosses! nice to apply and look at and eat

oh and my uncle is away in Thailand so i hope he has the safest and most fun trip ever!

piggy back rides, sitting at bedok jetty whiling our days away.. all too much,

all too much.

hello angel

came online cos i felt i wouldnt be able to study anymore. it probably is another one of my excuses. i feel utterly lazy, unproductive and just a stupid dumb girl. i cant get anything into my head and my laziness is egging that evil monster of an unproductive mentality on. i hope to pass all my subjects. thats such a...... wishful thinking on my part seriously. if i dont die it'd be good already. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

its late already and i should be sleeping so that i can wake up to study early tmr but im too lazy. i want to watch youtube bunnies and cute lil animals lolol.

just now i told my dad i need braces but he said that i ought to get gold teeth instead. lol! so mean he says i keep asking for unnecessary things! humph wait till he gets someone like jiahui as his daughter for his next life lolol! and when i was studying peacefully in my garden he pinched my cheeks. i HATE it when people touch my face know how dirty your hands are?!?!? in my lifetime only my dad and muthu (YOU muthu you!!) have pinched my cheeks before. nothing to say so,

bye world!

and through it all he offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether i'm right or wrong

what's love?

what's love? i've always wondered what love is. and my perspective of love changes with the blink of an eye. i'm so fickle; one minute its having your heart beat uncontrollably and another minute is another something else. and right now, love to me is saving all my love for my future husband!! cheesy as it may sound, i really think this is the best take on love i can get at this age. plus its positive and beneficial. i wouldnt want to marry a man i know i've not kept my promises to. because that would mean a lifetime of guilt and regret. i dont want to ever have to divorce anyone this lifetime. because divorces/separations are hurtful, and knowing myself, i'd take ages to get over sad-and-heartbreaking-and-soul-shattering stuff like that. even puppy love i find soul shattering. or rather, i found, once.

ah well! i cannot bring myself to come to terms with the fact that TSD juniors are coming in so soon. wll i keep my promises about not treating them like slaves? will i teach them whatever i have learnt from TSD despite having an extremely busy year? will they listen to me and help me with my piece? will they bitch about us (HAHA) behind our backs? all these i really cant visualise. i really am going to try my best to be a nice senior. preferably like karmun(who's really sincere and kind with words)/glanies(who treated us kindly, bought us breakfast)/nicola(who made tuna cheese sandwiches for me and then later said i put on weight while modelling for her hmmm). ah this time of the year is when i always take some time out from work and zone out. and then just think about this year, all the things i've done, the friendships i've forged, the happiness/sadness, the birthday, the family, etc. and its been a great learning experience for me to be able to study in my alleged dream school, but yet develop into such a jaded individual because of the school. its both good and bad, happy and sad. i'm glad to have been allocated to 06a15, though initially i thought we'd never bond as a class, and perhaps not so much as to have reached that goal even now, but the people as individuals are really nice, and we do share underlying similiarities. and i'm happy because i cant imagine myself in other arts classes, TOTALLY! and the class is.... somewhat special and a good experience i'd remember this lifetime. the numerous things like family3, tsd public pee/promos/midyears, birthdays, aprils fool, racial harmony, etc. quite memorable now looking back arent they? :) and its funny how all of us hate school so much. i've never seen as many school-haters in my lifetime. ah.. and its jc2 next year. i think i'd cry when i'm studying for my A Levels and reflecting back on jc1 days... :( all the emceeing for vjc celebrations, forging friendships with councillors/teachers.. ah. seems like 4 years of secondary school has been squeezed into one.

yesterday we did our pre-Mr Ng-departure-celebration for Mr Ng. hahaha, was really funny. i suggested singing "auld lang syne" and we all did, eventually, though halfway we sidetracked and steph/mel sang i'm with you from the canteen all the way past a lecture and into class. and timothy the blur twit was like, "so we're singing what? i'm with you?" LOL! and i was like, "NO TIM!!!! auld lang syne!!!!" hahahahahahahahaahaha. then we crowded around him but because kokjun and kim didnt know about our plan, they took kinda long to come together and it spoilt the surprise :( but nevertheless it was fun! wanted to do Mr Ng's hypnotizing look while singing but everyone said it was mean LOL! couldnt bring myself too either, i'd break out into laughter. then we gave him a photoframe with our photo! and signed across it. really pretty, thanks to clara and angie who made the effort to get the present :D i'll miss Mr Ng. because he's such a nice brother to all of us.

and also... on a sad note, Mr Tang the kind and fun-loving p.e. teacher of ours is leaving to seek greener pastures. SO SAD!!!! i'd really really miss him!! :( he's so nice and fun and so relaxing and comforting. sighs. i really wish he wouldnt go. he's like so nice. he's one of my favourite teachers in vjc. how heartening indeed to see him leave. sighs. so i made a card on behalf of the class. actually i didnt think of it till i was studying at home and realised we should do something for him. my card was fugly. was kinda ashamed of it hahahaha. but i was worried there wasnt any time left so i did it myself. sighs! i think i'll go on failing napha tests worse without him around. boo hoo!!

i swear to get my life back after promos. dennis saw hasnt informed me about dimsum dollies and although i keep seeing him around i always forget to ask!! most probably in i think, or so it is rumoured. the show is at 7pm everyday from 2nd nov till 23rd nov. so i'm super free to go out in the day till late afternoon before i start work! oh and i cant believe dancefloor is on now. haha! and i'm at home! we decided to give it up cos of promos; its too taxing. but there are other competitions though small scale. we'll see.

dont know who told me my ugly family3 picture is on the vjc website, but i cant seem to find it! its the one holding on to the railing of the ride like some freak. lol. saw some national day emceeing pictures, weren't exactly flattering lol!

bye bye world! all the people i used to meet up with so often; i miss you all badly when i'm studying :(

bye bye world!

ah

my mom and me in america back then.

feeling funny now. i dont know how to say it. just this weird premonition that something bad is going to happen soon. but i also have this premonition its all gonna be good in the end and beneficial to me long term. nobody knows what im saying cos i've never told anyone this. except jiahui possibly.

ah well so its a happy happy birthday to my dearest Mr Ming bestie, have a fabulous birthday and i love you! :) i wonder how you spent it. another year has passed. so fast like that.

that aside, i really wish promos can just fly past like now. i dread doing tsd promo preparation assignments so late in the night, knowing no shit about the concepts/styles/answering method. i think im really (like seriously) doomed for this coming exam. all the studying i've done so far is reading great expectations, which i am still a few chapters behind. how productive. i feel like killing myself. i miss swimming. its the best thing to do when stressed.

pw; putting it on hold for the time being. had some conflict which i have decided to ignore and put behind me till everything ends. the people who stand by and watch events unfold; whether good or bad ones; they DO NOT know wtf is going on. so dont say a word. dont bother speaking if it does not concern you. except clara angie and jiahui who are the only people i can share my pw thoughts with. if it wasnt for them i'd have done something bad. i dont know what. bad, that is. the rest of the fucking idiots, shut up thank you very much. (oops i didnt mean to say the f word but i couldnt help it cos thinking about people telling me what i should do really pisses the shit out of me. who do you think you are?) and poor poor mel's group which only consists of 2 members. my heart goes out to them. whats becoming of 06A15?

bye world!

it's getting cold these days.

its's getting cold these days. everytime after i shower i feel as if i just stepped into an aircon room despite it being the kitchen. how terrible!! my hands keep shaking, wonder whats wrong with me. anyway i left my specs in school after tsd workshop, which sucks cos i can barely make out words on my computer screen. luckily have got a spare broken pair at home. i always break specs cos i manhandle them so i have lots lying around :)

btw today's tsd workshop was fun fun fun!! quite glad that we had workshop, it was quite enjoyable. i thought it'd be boring. but it was sooooooooooo. remarkably fun.! first we were divided into 3 groups. so jiahui, tim and i formed one group. then the middle person has to sit on a black box and be the translator within me and the other person. and!!!! the most FUN part is that we had to speak in gibberish, any weird stupid make up language we could come up with!!! and boy were jiahui and i glad, cos we ALWAYS invent stupid words in stupid languages only we understand hahaha! and we kept saying "usofuglyneh" which we tricked tim into believing last time that it means that he's cute. LOL! but he didnt believe. hahahahaha. it was pretty obvious la. so we spoke in crazy languages and i kept saying stupid sounding stuff like "toottootpok" and "baabaananeemo" hahahahahahahaha! so fun!!!!!!!!!! then after that it was counting numbers while closing our eyes (played this with cheryl and huijie before!), and we hit a brand new cool record of 99!! such a coooool number. what an achievement. i really feel us growing as a cohort :) from the bottom of my heart, and i really am glad for that. then afterwards we had impromtu skits, which were hell of a fun time!!! steph, tim, kyna and i formed a group. so the theme was "family" and i volunteered to be the grandmother HAHA! how fun. steph was um, some woman. my granddaughter i think. kyna too, but kyna's husband has an affair with steph's character. but i dont remember them mentioning it during the skit. tim was................ the grand butler, of all things :D

so i acted as like this grandmother on her death bed. and it was hilarious trying to cough so loudly to get steph's and kyna's attention, i totally laughed myself. and then i tried to like barge into their conversation twice. first time, tim put me back to my seat (damn that butler!), and the second time, steph took the chance TO LEAVE US THERE. how brilliant! hahahaha, and kyna then tried to kill me by massaging my on my neck on Lord it was so damn painfully i cried after that. it was really really painful. but actually, i dont know how come the tears just rolled down after that part. maybe its cos of something which i will say in the next paragraph, or maybe its cos i really have the ability to make myself cry in such a short period of time. was SO fun acting!! after i cried kyna got so super frantic and upset that she kept consoling me lol. and i felt kinda bad cos i dont know if it was my own real subconscious acting or whether it was cos of the pain. and kokjun was like, "wow your acting sure is realistic" lol! anyway, today groups or A Levels were out!!!!!!!! i'm in an all girls group, so damn surprising!! my groups consists of kyna, claire, mel, tanying and huiying. haha, kinda cool i feel. i'm sure we'd make a fabulous 6! but i have this vague suspicion we'd end up doing some sleazy prostitution musical like what mel and steph did for mid yrs this yr. hahahahaha. i mean so many girls! or it'll probably be like some girl talk chick flick kinda thing. something along the line :) thats my prediction! i was so shocked at first to be allocated to this group but after thinking about it, i know its gonna be a fun time! much excitement awaits!

okay so now, ya i have to talk about GP today. it was good yet sad. i received my latest compre results, did much better than ever before. so thats the good part. the sad part was Mr Teo showing a video of the Columbine High killing which happened kinda long ago. but they showed parts like the sept11 bombings, which i felt so strongly for while watching the clip. this incident has always went through my mind so quickly, i knew its a sad thing but i never really stopped to think about the impact it caused. until i saw the clip for myself and i realised its such a massive thing we shouldn't dismiss. its really sad. like REALLY ok. and then there's the real clip of the Columbine High killing which was a worse thing. they interviewed this girl and she explained about her close shave with death. its so..... unpredictable. argh just everything i could ever feel in a year was compressed all into my heart today. during GP. what a meaningful lesson, seriously. and i didnt know Marilyn Manson had so much depth. ha!

today after tsd we had a small talk with Mr Lofthouse in which he gave out our individual student profiles. hahahaha. the comments he gave me were:

-"vast improvements from the shy Minnie-mouse girl six months ago" HAHA, i really just wish they'd stop harping about me being minnie-mousey cos they always say my voice is too squeaky.

-"still reserved in class and workshops, and still tend to be a little clique-y in habits, yes?" hahaha, i suppose he's talking about jiahui and i cos she received the same "clique-y in habits" comment. ;)

-"often doze off too in lectures!!!!!" LOL caught red handed!!!!!!!!!!!

-"you seem to play the role of peacekeeper within a group due to your pleasant personaliy" HOW TRUE!!! no wonder they put me in the girls group, for me to be the nice one who sorts out arguements! :D

alright that was all that is to be shown to public. rest should be kept private. haha. God knows how many outside-tsd people come to my blog. maybe even the acjc tsd spys!!! kidding!

just reached home and had to blog. that night i watched this show, the nicholas cage one with tea longe. forgot the title. was a stay home saturday movie. really nice. love stay home saturday movies. anyway today i almost cried (dont say im whiney but it means alot to me) when i couldnt find shops which sold stamps. was really tired after having tsd and a full day of lessons. post office was closed and i had to take lotsa buses around cos jiahui's dad very kindly fetched me home but i requested him to drop me off at ITE college of the east, and he sure did, but i got lost! didnt know where i was so i took a bus (which took so long) to simpang bedok to see the post office closed. so i went opposite to 7-11 which ran out of stamps. and then opposite to all the rows of shops and almost fell dead when they said i should probably try simei mrt. which was freaking far cos i live just a few stops away and it was 7. thank God later i found this shop called i-Econ and it sold stamps. so so happy. i bought i tube of glue too! :D but i still forgot to pluck this flower from my school- it has the nicest leaves ever. but nevermind. did my important thing and went home sweet home.

..much love..

i hate noise.

i hate loud banging noises, loud voices, everything loud and unnecessary. I HATE THEM! i've just realised how much i hate noises. especially at home. outside its fine cos its usually noisy anyway but i HATE HATE HATE loud noises within vicinity of my home.

anyway i think im just throwing a petulant tantrum. but i just hate it, it interrupts any peace i can get!!!! ah. my uncle bought 3 Coach/Prada keychains for my sis and i from his trip overseas. heehee. i really like them, they were the highlight of the boring day i spent studying yesterday. actually i dont mind being at home studying at my own pace sometimes. quite relaxing and it shuts all things horrible from the outside world, which i really need at this point of time. am contemplating whether or not to sign up for ogl this coming orientation. i mean its fun and its kinda like my type of fun cos im the cheering type but its kinda time consuming and meeting up with ogs after orientation has ended might clash with tsd next year. so im not sure but im going down for the interview anyway, cos u never know. it will be a great experience and great fun i know! steph's going, how totally amazing. and i dont have to pay for the $1 interview fee wahaha :D

have finally closed my friendster to outsiders, cos i think i want to keep my account private. and i need to delete some people from my list, but i dont know how. the delete function seems to be lost. and i hate testimonials which are copy paste types, like those "take care" types. hahaha, i deleted 5 already i think. how silly, cant these people be more sincere, tsk. tsd workshop tmr..... really wish i had that time to study for promos. its 4 periods of 35mins each which seems to pass so dreadfully slowly.... sighs. and then there's chinese before that. i dont know how many times i have forgotten to bring my textbook haha. yeah am finally done with my eom! so proud of it. have not gone anywhere except school and home this entire week. when promos are over im going to find my life back hopefully. want to go to the library to read books, want to go to my neighbourhood's dvd rental to borrow everything i've not watched, want to go so many places, our class' halloween party, chalets, sleepovers, meet-ups.

too little time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've just decided i will not have a boyfriend till university.

london bridge (oh shit!)

hi all! just received clara's tag which asked why she's the only one commenting. well well I KNOW THERE ARE MORE THAN steph/clara who read my blog. so irritating you all. basic courtesy to tag after reading some nice updates right! anyway today was a fine day, had lessons till 120pm then met Mr Tan for EOM, which was delayed cos his jc2 geog students had to speak to him. i mean they have prelims so its only right. after that, went home. today was a boring day so i wont say much. anyway clara helped me to insert a tagboard into my blog!! so you guys better tag. if i find out that people are reading my tagboard but not tagging, i'll.... i'll.. i wont do anything about it cos i dont know how to "find out" anyway. hahaha!

love,
lijia the internet noob

btw i love the spice girls!!

haha last night i saw some money on the table and i walked towards it with a slight tiptoe. and then i looked at it and touched it. then my dad suddenly turned around and saw me and he asked me what i was doing. then talk talk he gave me 50 and told me to give my sis 50. haha! i returned her share back to him and said my sis dont want.

my uncle:
Andy : Some cows are hardworking, some are not. Some jus turn mad !!! says:
i go cook my noodle now...pls do me a favor and patch up with your only sister. both of u are my loved ones!

actually, i'm thankful for everything.

heya, today was quite a pleasant little nice day. mainly cos it was slack slack slack all the way! haha and jiahui and i got kinda crazy over "supernatural powers", which has been our theme this week. i know it sounds stupid but its REALLY FUN! you just imagine what sort of super power you'd like to have and then we'd come up with crazy ideas about how to become invisible, how to steal exam scripts/answers, box people who we detest, rob high end boutiques, etc. its so amazingly therapeutic after days and days of daunting school life!! :D well it all started during breaktime when our class gathered at the canteen tables and began talking about supernatural powers. haha. angie said she'd fly high up into the sky and i said that she might hit the ceiling of the earth. hahahaha! which everyone laughed. but i believe in that cos the earth is round so u're bound to hit something, no?? or maybe u'll just keep floating upwards and get your head stuck between two fat clouds haha! how i loooooove thinking about such stuff, really takes my mind off from projectwork, WHICH I AM STILL DOING AAAAAH. BEEN 3 DAYS SINCE I'VE COME ONLINE CONSECUTIVELY! and i hate it! but nevermind, since Mr Tan lied to me that the written report has improved. then later he told angie, who in turn spilled the secret to me, "lijia is very pressurized, so u guys must help her. i lied to her that her written report was good." i semi appreciate it but semi want to strangle him :) anyway today he asked me to divide the word count into the different categories (3000 divide by 7) and i couldnt do mental calculations so i used the laborious mathematical approach to do the diagram all and he laughed like i was some kid. what, over 16 years of age must use calculator/metal sums meh?

anyway back to topic of supernatural powers, it really fascinates me!! like ALOT! and jiahui likes to say "maybe im invisible already" when people dont reply/look at her. then i will pretend to stare into her body and all and say "hey where are you!!" hahahahahahahahaha! super childish and i did it like 10 times today damn funny! she says my reflex reaction damn stupid. lol but reflex reactions ARE reflex reactions what, cant help but do it. anyway then i also lied to her that i checked the internet for potions to become invisible and came up with some kukupoot webbie which i then said that if she cant see the webbie means she's invisible already hahahaha! of cos she didnt believe la. and we also tried to come up with silly chants and actions which might make us invisible suddenly. hahahaha! jiahui laughed damn hard at my inventions. damn funny i laughed till i had stitches. during econs lecture we were not paying attention and laughing away, how unproductive! weighing cost against benefit, what do i get?

today jiahui and i came up with sophisticated names for ourselves. hahaha! mine is keira danielle gaultier and hers is sophia chanelle prada LOLOLOLLLLL mine more high class, cos her prada is too in-your-face prada kinda thing. hahaha! so fun so thats how we spent econs tutorial. our econs teacher btw, looks ALOT more better after curling her hair for $200 at Jean Yip. so expensive, somemore her hair so short. aiyah but she really looks a whole lot better. its strange how hair can change your appearance so much.

i've decidedto showcase my disgusting monologue, ya the very ugly freckly me with specs one, for VJC open house this year on 14th October. its going to be fun, so i thought i'd do my part for tsd too. speaking of which, i have done, *gasp!* nothing for. haha. matt/steph/mel/jason were clapping their hands gleefully when i announced it. horrors, my own class anticipating me looking silly and uglyfugly. anyway so..... i have to memorise it, which is the horror of horrors. had a hard time memorising the 3 minutes showing that time round already. btw tmr's friday, yippee!! i really just feel like coming home to sleep and study everyday.

much love to huijiecherylangela whom i've not seen for LONGGGG!!! :( love.

anyway whenever jiahui refers to us as lovers, i think its damn gross lol but she sure aint kidding she just sent me a mail which she had to add "love ya" just for AN EMAIL oh gosh. lol, kinda funny.

brand new blog, brand new thoughts!

haha, yay, teachers day celebrations and family3 pictures are up already! all cos proactive angie took the initiative to print them :) right above is the family3 carnival, the just above these words are the teachers with us during the mini teachers day celebration we had for them. in that celebration, we even said that it was my birthday so they'd come and not suspect! (wasn't my idea! haha) and it turned out fine anyway, still feels funny having my math teacher wanting to shake my hand eagerly but me having to break the news gently to her. see, clara! make me so guilty. lol but it was great cos we HAD to honour the teachers for being so kind to us. really. anyway zihui looks so happy holding huajia and me in her arms. lol, we 3 look like best friends or something wahaha. when i was taking the picture and Mr Tan came over to the side i was like "wah hope he ont block me" hahaha! seems like he didnt! :D he likes to raise his eyebrows when taking pictures, as noted by the diligent steph and clara who were discussing the pictures and not listening to me read a ke wen during chinese lesson! :( mel and steph look like angels in the family3 pic. hahahaha, well i know mel is one for sure, but steph... hmmm. i know she is darn wicked and evil to naughty boys like the one in the dvd teacher showed us. and i thought that boy was cute as in good looking cute. and i still think he is haha.

okay having tuition soon. just woke up from a nap which was heaven. :D much love all.

i know, i know. thank you

Love Actually

Both Sides, Now
by Joni Mitchell


Rows and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way
But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way
I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As ev'ry fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way
But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away
I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all
Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way
But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads,
they say I've changed
Well something's lost, but something's gained
In living every day
I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all

I've looked at life from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all..

sighs, i could watch loveactually over&over again never ending just me and my love affair with the show and its beautiful soundtrack. im tired but i cant sleep. again.

stop the clocks.

lol here's a kiss to welcome everyone to my new blog!