hello angel

came online cos i felt i wouldnt be able to study anymore. it probably is another one of my excuses. i feel utterly lazy, unproductive and just a stupid dumb girl. i cant get anything into my head and my laziness is egging that evil monster of an unproductive mentality on. i hope to pass all my subjects. thats such a...... wishful thinking on my part seriously. if i dont die it'd be good already. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

its late already and i should be sleeping so that i can wake up to study early tmr but im too lazy. i want to watch youtube bunnies and cute lil animals lolol.

just now i told my dad i need braces but he said that i ought to get gold teeth instead. lol! so mean he says i keep asking for unnecessary things! humph wait till he gets someone like jiahui as his daughter for his next life lolol! and when i was studying peacefully in my garden he pinched my cheeks. i HATE it when people touch my face know how dirty your hands are?!?!? in my lifetime only my dad and muthu (YOU muthu you!!) have pinched my cheeks before. nothing to say so,

bye world!

and through it all he offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether i'm right or wrong