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my mom and me in america back then.

feeling funny now. i dont know how to say it. just this weird premonition that something bad is going to happen soon. but i also have this premonition its all gonna be good in the end and beneficial to me long term. nobody knows what im saying cos i've never told anyone this. except jiahui possibly.

ah well so its a happy happy birthday to my dearest Mr Ming bestie, have a fabulous birthday and i love you! :) i wonder how you spent it. another year has passed. so fast like that.

that aside, i really wish promos can just fly past like now. i dread doing tsd promo preparation assignments so late in the night, knowing no shit about the concepts/styles/answering method. i think im really (like seriously) doomed for this coming exam. all the studying i've done so far is reading great expectations, which i am still a few chapters behind. how productive. i feel like killing myself. i miss swimming. its the best thing to do when stressed.

pw; putting it on hold for the time being. had some conflict which i have decided to ignore and put behind me till everything ends. the people who stand by and watch events unfold; whether good or bad ones; they DO NOT know wtf is going on. so dont say a word. dont bother speaking if it does not concern you. except clara angie and jiahui who are the only people i can share my pw thoughts with. if it wasnt for them i'd have done something bad. i dont know what. bad, that is. the rest of the fucking idiots, shut up thank you very much. (oops i didnt mean to say the f word but i couldnt help it cos thinking about people telling me what i should do really pisses the shit out of me. who do you think you are?) and poor poor mel's group which only consists of 2 members. my heart goes out to them. whats becoming of 06A15?

bye world!