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da jia hao. just came back from school. its only 9am though. well it was just zihui, Mr Tan and me. projectwork. how grosssssssssssssssssssssss i feel extremely demoralised (oh i really do!!) and zihui always tells me to chill but i cant. oh i feel sooooo badddddddddddddddddddd i really do. i feel extremely lousy now. our projectwork is going to hit a D, at best a C and its all my fault.
sighs RAHRAHRAH i feel like sleeping. very tired, dont know why. but i have to complete the WR edition before i ever feel at ease. then probably return back to school later for council open house stuff (though im really in no mood to). i just want to complete the WR then go to bed. until samuel calls and says they need help. then maybe i might drag myself out of the house. maybe.
and my hair's kinda kinky today cos i slept last night without waiting for it to dry. it always happens when i sleep too early, and i hate my hair like that! today's impossibly wrong. my entire day. eurgh.
yesterday i went to school at 10 i think. supposed to talk to Mr Tan about WR, then he said we ought to do the most final thing and hand it in. so zihui came to my house and we did it and then took a cab back to school to hand it in. but so what? it still isnt up to standard today. FFFFFFFFF. and today my dad drove so recklessly in the morning i swore i almost felt like running out of the car. its so dangerous and he keeps thinking that it isnt and that time is everything. time is definitely NOT everything when u lose your life okay?! ........RAHBLAHFFFF they didnt have my top in blue like i wanted at parkway yesterday (so sad!!) but zihui says its too expensive anyway. so i went to meet ahming and zihui went her way too.
well i was an hour late when i met ahming but that boy's so nice he wasnt like angry he just gave me dulan face for 5secs then he carried my heavy bag for me and even refused to let me take over when he said it made him look horrible hahaha. we then went to this really hot (as in warm) place to have lunch, and he kept giving me the beef which he said i really should try but it was soso only really. i thought my beef balls were nicer. i finally told him why i quarrelled with my mom and sis, and he said he pities my mom. he doesnt get the full picture i think. then we went to the library where he didnt really research on anything much, and left. lots of excitement on the way back (him, not me) but i understand cos if it were me i'd be excited too. he then went to meet kt, but i didnt want to cos i thought i should spend some time at home. i've been home so late these days. it now feels like my house is just a roof over my head, nothing more. and i dont want this to be a habit. ahming thinks i am stupid. but i am not.
oh did i blog about the outing with my dearest girls? i think i didnt. that night dont know who said want to come online then never send us the pictures LOR!! hahaha well it was fun la but i kept stoning really, dont know why either. i just zoned out whenever i sat down. went to orchard, watched little miss sunshine due to the recommendation by my uncle and the reviews but hmmm i felt it was too shallow. correct me if im wrong but i really felt that it wasan unbelievable plot. the themes were fine i felt, sometimes touching yes but then overall i didnt really like it that much. but its a different kind of film which does provoke your thoughts. for the pictures just go to cheryl's blog haha im too lazy to get the pics from her to update.
i dont feel like going on anymore but i just want to say i love my friends. <3 blogger just wont load my pictures eurgh
sighs RAHRAHRAH i feel like sleeping. very tired, dont know why. but i have to complete the WR edition before i ever feel at ease. then probably return back to school later for council open house stuff (though im really in no mood to). i just want to complete the WR then go to bed. until samuel calls and says they need help. then maybe i might drag myself out of the house. maybe.
and my hair's kinda kinky today cos i slept last night without waiting for it to dry. it always happens when i sleep too early, and i hate my hair like that! today's impossibly wrong. my entire day. eurgh.
yesterday i went to school at 10 i think. supposed to talk to Mr Tan about WR, then he said we ought to do the most final thing and hand it in. so zihui came to my house and we did it and then took a cab back to school to hand it in. but so what? it still isnt up to standard today. FFFFFFFFF. and today my dad drove so recklessly in the morning i swore i almost felt like running out of the car. its so dangerous and he keeps thinking that it isnt and that time is everything. time is definitely NOT everything when u lose your life okay?! ........RAHBLAHFFFF they didnt have my top in blue like i wanted at parkway yesterday (so sad!!) but zihui says its too expensive anyway. so i went to meet ahming and zihui went her way too.
well i was an hour late when i met ahming but that boy's so nice he wasnt like angry he just gave me dulan face for 5secs then he carried my heavy bag for me and even refused to let me take over when he said it made him look horrible hahaha. we then went to this really hot (as in warm) place to have lunch, and he kept giving me the beef which he said i really should try but it was soso only really. i thought my beef balls were nicer. i finally told him why i quarrelled with my mom and sis, and he said he pities my mom. he doesnt get the full picture i think. then we went to the library where he didnt really research on anything much, and left. lots of excitement on the way back (him, not me) but i understand cos if it were me i'd be excited too. he then went to meet kt, but i didnt want to cos i thought i should spend some time at home. i've been home so late these days. it now feels like my house is just a roof over my head, nothing more. and i dont want this to be a habit. ahming thinks i am stupid. but i am not.
oh did i blog about the outing with my dearest girls? i think i didnt. that night dont know who said want to come online then never send us the pictures LOR!! hahaha well it was fun la but i kept stoning really, dont know why either. i just zoned out whenever i sat down. went to orchard, watched little miss sunshine due to the recommendation by my uncle and the reviews but hmmm i felt it was too shallow. correct me if im wrong but i really felt that it wasan unbelievable plot. the themes were fine i felt, sometimes touching yes but then overall i didnt really like it that much. but its a different kind of film which does provoke your thoughts. for the pictures just go to cheryl's blog haha im too lazy to get the pics from her to update.
i dont feel like going on anymore but i just want to say i love my friends. <3 blogger just wont load my pictures eurgh
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