long time no see!!

i am selling my dress at $20. any takers? i dont quite want it anymore. only worn thrice!

hello dearest cupcakeblog its been a long time since we met!

i want to buy metro bras! they're damn pretty HOOHOO!! i dont specifically mean metro, but triumph bras and pierre cardin gosh they have the prettiest things ever but must ask my mom go with me cos she'll pay then i wont have to waste my money on them. :D got soooooo many goodness!! i want to buy everything nice. plus they had quite nice g-strings and thongs and all that fancy lacy stuff. i quite liked one which had jewels on them, though a lil trashy (ok perhaps mad trashy for most here) but its pretty to look at if u wear it. anyway, had dance today!! just reached home. so fun. :D

anyway i just showed my mom and sis some of my dance moves and they said it looks very vulgar (just like my classmates say)! but if its not vulgar its boring and..... just boring!! but anyway they just dont have that kind of acceptable mindset cos the dancers weren't making a fuss out of it. anyway it was fun la! accomplished quite a lot, have each got 4 counts of 8 to choreograph by sunday! then its another practice, followed by next thur and next fri. sunday's the comp HOHO i am mad excited!! but its nerve wrecking at the same time. and now i really REALLY have to watch my diet and do stomach crunches (not that its gonna help at this point of time) cos i want to look my best in the midriff baring outfit. still hovering over the decision of pants or skirt, but i think some skirts will really flatter those moves, except the part where i have to slide under alia's legs HAHA hmmm its really funny i still laugh when i think of sliding under her legs but it makes a good move. and i love the one move which always gets me. whoever dances it well i always think that dancer is freaking sexy. but dont know how to describe also. i need to practise the butt vibrating thing EURGH but i realised the trick is to bend really low but after i climb up i'm usually too unstable to do so. ah well it all seems weird here but its really nice all right. the other girls are great too. :) after dancing went to do a lil bit (really a lil only) of gym, tried to tone my thighs and arms but didnt have the discipline too. after that went to have dinner with jiahui then went home!! after shopping at NTUC (my favourite!) heeeee hui jia lo!

well the day before i came home from school and immediately went to run on the treadmill cos i wanted to tone my thighs BUT i failed cos i gave up when i was bored running alone and went to dance. i lack the discipline to become a sports person seriously and if i ever was i'd shame all of them. anyway! i feel like running now i think when i have the time i ought to use my treadmill more cos i need firm thighs EURGH!! i really really do i hate my thighs RAH! tmr going to school for my DEAREST pw group's OP! hope we'll do fine. i hope nobody expects me to memorise everything cos, well, i just got home and am tired from dancing and want to sleep :( will do fine tmr la i guess, my part needs little memorising. after pw im going home to bathe then going out with my family!! been such a long while since i went out with them.. daddy's flying off to Shanghai this sunday. :( + :) haha cos i will miss him but cos i get more freedom and can sleep with my mom in the same room. ah well! anyway yes shopping tmr hoho i will squeeze my parents dry! then sunday dance.. then monday my mom's bringing me out to shop cos she says its been a long while! will squeeze her dry too i even told her "we go into the shop and buy what i want u just pay can already ok?" haha but since she intends to bring me shopping it should mean that right. if i see that pair of Adidas shoes it is fate that i should buy them!

need to also look out for a dance skirt and.. stuff. lazy to list down. anyway there's this huge pimple on my cheek which never seems to go away feel like killing someone. oh i just sent my phone for repair cos the screen wont show and guess what that guy huh, the next day i went to collect it he said i need to get like some Singtel stamp like wth? the day before i went to send it to repair the girl didnt say anything. how frustrating. i was freaking pissed cos i had alot of difficulty using my mom's and sis' phones and i desperately needed ALL my contacts but all those in my sim card were the ones from damn long ago like secondary school. hell you dont know how important new contacts are in jc. and so i was pissed and i scolded that guy and he gave in and i got my phone back. another service person said in a nice tone, "dont be pissed. i had a worse day than u, trust me." my heart went out to her and i immediately regretted it. i mean i'm just a student and i'm so selfish (BUT that guy was damn pissy RAH) and sometimes the things i say really hurt people, especially the people i always am with, my classmates/family etc. i'm getting real pissy to be around with so please please forgive me. its hard to cos i always apologize but i never change cos my temperament is like so bad nowadays i always lose it before i remember to hold back. i'm really sorry ESP my pw groupmates. only one person from my group reads this though. you see now i'm saying sorry; tmr i'll go get pissy about things again wanna bet? i'm such a...... bitch. i really am RAH!!!

i miss Mrs Chan. today's farewell assembly was kinda sad though everyone seemed happy. steph was the emcee and she did a terrific job though some parts were kinda funny. love her voice and her pronunciation, dont know why. today also presented Mrs Chan with my drawing on behalf of the class. damn paiseh it was just plain A4 size paper which i didnt have the chance to pass to any student councillor so i just kept it with me. and she was like joking about Mr Tan having like fans. thats mad absurd cos i NEVER heard of it- Mr Tan IS NOT someone people would want to idolise so yeah. but Mrs Chan is so nice la i really will miss her. today she also gave us a full day off from lessons. the last full day im sure :(

received all my results already!! thankfully i passed my GP! :D got back the first part of my elit paper (Great Expectations) today and i was really quite happy. it was the highest i ever got forany elit test/assignment/shit. haha. jeffery lim marked it. love him haha. then came unseen, which was marked by Mrs Christine Ang, then it wasnt as good but still i was happy. she was so freaking sarcastic she said "u have some insightful ideas (about time)" if u dont notice where the sarcasm lies, i think you are blind. thats a pretty encouraging thing to tell me. with all the shitty scares about promos results now... RAH. but still she's a good elit teacher can i cannot deny that, plus she's quite nice if u talk about personal things like family3 haha. so.. oh well! then got my last bit, (The Great Gatsby) and that bloody shit piece of work pulled my C to a D RAH feel like killing someone. Mr Ng marked that. but he's nice i guess so.. wont say a word. shush. okay! thats all to update i guess. love all. oh and econs i passed overall THANK GOD! i didnt pass my midyears and at the rate my classmates (more than half- its crazy) have to sit for the re-test... i really have to thank like someone for looking over me. i mean its mad absurd that so many people cant pass econs! it cant be SO bad right?! sighs. to all my classmates retaking any paper at all i really hope u guys do well and nobody retains. 06a15 :)

chinese AO levels coming but i dont have the mind to study. i'm bored of life! only have dance to look forward to. then when its over, its over. :( i have to rent dvds and while my life away. love all.

steph on the tagboard: thats fantastic news. really.