thank you God (no seriously) /EDITED

EDITED! haha i think this pic is very funny.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH euphoria THIS IS EUPHORIA AT ITS VERY BEST! WRITTEN REPORT DUE TMR, THE FINAL FINAL LAST-MINUTE MADNESS TONIGHT! to projectfuckingwork: so long farewell i need to say goodbye! :D

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy but the thing is, now i cant bloody save my written report RAWR. my dad AH he always has to spoil things RAWR long story i have to wait for him to come home before i can scold him for changing the computer settings RAWR! (i sound like a crazed sex kitten saying RAWR but i am really angry RAWR). and while waiting for my dad to come home i must blog to spend time. not gonna study for tmr's chinese test i'm in no mood to and there's like 5-worksheet assignments to complete sorry hor no time lao shi HAHA i feel so guilty aiyah! shouldnt la i bet clara and steph aint gonna do it so relaxxxxxxxing lijia!

today got back 2 results. chinese (cant believe it still hahahahahaha) i got A, and maths as well. well i really cant bloody believe it someone kick me or something. and for chinese i really cant believe i topped the class i got 27/30 for zuo wen?!?!?!?! i really dont think i deserve such a good grade. seriously. i am not lying. i dont deserve this. my lao shi also hinted that the teacher was very lenient and its kinda based on luck (haha! humph!). she gave me a present which said "lijia, jiayou!" (writing paper AGAIN LOL!) freaking funny. when i received it i was like "thank God!" before i thanked her. kinda rude now thinking back but never in my wildest dreams i thought i'd get this A. maths, on the other hand was another unbelievable thing. well maybe not really cos i've practised till i knew i could score to pass but.. wow. thank you God, my family, my friends and my tuition teacher! and my passion has been reignited again.. those good ol' Amaths A1 days! this has really given me hope. i dont know who to thank for everything. :)

but on the downside, i did not pass my GP essay. haha. i was so disappointed i thought i could cry. thank God jiahui was beside me and she said stuff which really made sense to me. like my methods are all wrong. i was so bitter at the teacher for giving me such a shitty grade and just like my chinese, never in my wildest dreams i ever thought i'd fail GP so bad. if it were chinese then yeah maybe but GP?! isn't GP english? someone tell me. i topped my sec4 class in english and got A1 for O Level so how can this happen??!?! english has always been like my pride and joy during the sec4 days and i hate to say that i'm really utterly remarkably extremely fucking sad about this. i'm sorry for unleashing that emo in me now but (i am not lying about this, and i do not want your sympathy.), this means alot to me. and jiahui and i played hang man during GP and i was freaking upset i set my theme as "emotion" and it was
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fucking disappointed.

i really was at that moment. okay sorry for subjecting my readers (i know u guys read so thanks) to such emo-blogging, i really just had to say everything. or i'd end up killing everyone, over something as fucked up as my GP grades. if i cannot promote cos of my GP, i am going straight to poly. thank God Mr Teo called me back to express interest in going through my script. it shows (hopefully?) that he believes in me? i dont know but i really was pretty touched cos he approached me to want to do this for me. sighs.. so bloody thankful you have no idea.

yeah anyway today after chinese had tsd workshop for all but 10min haha. Mr Lofthouse is recuperating from his operation i guess and Mr Young should be busy marking exam scripts/attending lessons. anyway its a good thing cos i had (or rather we ALL had) pw to rush. we did silly warm ups and some started dancing haha.! i left to meet ihui, we went to my place to slog. its crazy but at least i know our work isn't (shouldn't be?) mad trashy like before. finished at my place around 630, left for bedok and went to bind everything. cost $8.30 wtf. my mom can do it for free. nvm no time, the shopowner was obviously cashing in on our desperation. nvm cheapo i can donate that money to her really. ---------went to have dinner without informing my mom oops! was really quite good the food but i cant finish it as usual. and oh i didnt know that milk tea was teh peng in coffee shops so i saw this woman drinking it and it looked damn nice so when the guy came i was like "uncle i want nai cha" HAHA and he was like "HUH?! what nai cha" thankfully there was zihui beside me to say its teh peng. i think coffeeshops ought to upgrade and call those nai cha cos it just sounds better. i've never drank something so ridiculously named as teh peng and today, is my first time hoo hoo!

reached home around 8+, watched so you think you can dance2, sighs so sad to see people cry when they cant make it. i think if such stuff happens to me i'd cry too, on national tv and bawl like a baby. but they dance so fabulously i'd never make it there. but they really shouldnt be upset cos they're so darn good!! i mean dont compare them with the people who got in. they're good enough to be featured so they really shouldn't be upset. okay i know people console them by saying "u're so good dont be sad" and this is probably the two hundred millionth time they've heard this but. its true. but it doesnt help hearing such nondescript comments la. but really la. argh dont know what im saying i'm getting sleepy hee night night!
oh tagboard replies hmmmm.

clara: your time will come girl. just strive towards better grades and they will come. :) anyway our combi's different so u cant compare like that. cheer up, we have the A's to conquer still alright. i wont do well for tsd, elit and econs. i know it. anyway hello just heard from zihui you did well for geog!!!


zihui: aww me too la me too!!! :) MUAZ!!

huijie: i miss you too three four. and pau.

love all! i am ever so grateful for everyone and everything. tmr's doomsday though. i dont want my econs/tsd/elit papers back.